1132am..
dec30th2010..
a day away to leave 2010..

lately, i have a gut that is like to miss every single event,chapter that was happen in my life for the whole year...its another stage of mine which expand my view into friendships and relationships..it began nicely..like an ocean waves, we do not know when is it going to be smooth or wave us like hell! hahaha.. its funny when i really mad at something that i couldn't make it..and its happen plenty for the whole year! alhamdulillah, Allah always put me through..

ase nye, mcm skejap je dah setahun...beratus hari nya,beribu jamnya...aku dah 22tahun..
perkenalan mmg byk terjadi..smua nya indah.

paling baik boleh aku igt, tahun ni dapat celebrate bday dlm bulan puasa, dan 3 HARI BERTURUT TURUT! hahhahaha
1st time tahun ni merai bday dgn buah hati(yg skrg on-off kawan), hadiah terbaik slama hidup sbb sblm ni asek la berangan nak ade partner and celebrate berdua and tahun ni dapat dah! *malu
pastu celebrate dgn kawan2 yg mmg close *xoxo girls that i love most! mmg dah tau akan ade mkn2 besar ni n plg best, dapat purse dgn embellished of my name *PARIS* on it!! Ya Allah!susah2 je korang ni....hahaha i thank you girls like forever! n i love that purse so much!
and Ahmad Azlie b. A bd. Aziz aka Azlie Paris Aziz ni mmg pelik2 idamannya..masa bday tu leh plak berangan nak bunga Lily putih...skali lg, kehendak aku d turut kan..best!
mlm tu pas siap smua aku blk, aku kumpulkan smua hadiah2...plg sweet, kad bday yg A bg..frame,mug,wisdom words frm my only two besties in uitm puncak alam..then purse,bunga Lily putih yg besties frm uitm dungun bg...mlm tu jgk aku re-read smua text n mms yg ade dlm inbox..a feeling that i wish i could have it everyday! :)

2010: fasa 1
1st time masuk uitm puncak alam utk continue stdy for degree level..mase ni lg mcm2..hahaha
reel nye mmg pjg! dan masa2 aku sendirian ni lah aku blajar utk cari lg sape diri aku..kawan2 dekat,jauh smua support..
kehidupan berfasa..berkira2 dgn masa,kepercayaan,kebijaksanaan,kebodohan,kesulitan,kelebihan,kekurangan,kemiskinan,kekayaan dan smua2 lah. di campur akan jadi aku.
prasaan yg x tentu bahagia nya, 7hbjan aku d bagi kata putus drpd F,menyatakan utk x lg meneruskan hubungan kami atas sebab2 yg bg aku mmg dea pernah btau sblm dea mula sibuk dlu.aku pun paham dan terus tetap kan dlm hati,jiwa dan kepala otak utk x lg jatuh cinta!ahahhaa kata2 gila.
salahkan social network yg menular mcm epidermic,FB! hishh! punya lah aktif...kwn2 semakin meningkat angkanya..x aku add,org add aku.begitu lah sterusnya...
smpai lah aku add sorg ni, A..kwn kpd kwn aku yg dlu senior mase ngaji kt dgun tp skrg kami kwn..
A, chinese look,athletic,cute!hahha tgk pic2 nye cam sronok je hidup dea..almost smua pic aku nak 'like'! gila! igt kan dea x approve tp yelah, mst la approve kan..berkenalan lah kami..
after some time, 1st song yg dea ddc8 kt aku a song by Michael Bubble,Haven't Met You Yet

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15hbfeb, cuti mid term uitm, CNY, PAVILION KL-TIMESQUARE
plan asal nk jmpa megat,apan,ain n twin tp dah alang2, ajak A jmpa skali n dea pon stuju..
Starbucks @GF tu tmpt 1st kami jmpa. aku bli ice blended choc, and ade plak promotion charm Starbucks for CNY,terus aku tnye, "ade lg x mende tu, u?" cashier; "jap ek tgk dlu" aku; "k.."
cashier; "ade 1 ni je last.." aku; "alaaa...A nk tak?" A; "xpe lah.." aku; "oke sy nak lah.. tq.."
n now bnda tu aku join skali kan dgn charm2 yg laen..
haritu lepak2 jap kt pavi,pastu dak2 tu ajak maen boling kt TS..betapa brani nye aku tahun ni, memaut lengan A dr smpg KTV Sg. Wang smpai kt jejantas eskelator TS tu. aku ni mcm phobia ckit bila nk cross jln,akan sambar je tgn ke lengan sape2 utk ase slamat! heee...
aku mmg suka memaut lengan la mostly, tu pon tgk la kalao org yg aku paut tu slesa n A seems ok with it..
ade 1 hari tu, kt Sunway P, pas tgk wayg, otw nk kuar cari eskalator, aku memaut lg tgn A like no one is around!hahaha pdhl ade je mata2 yg menganga tgk action aku tu. tp aku x mampu nak tutop mulot org n diorg xtau aku ni nak ape sbenarnye...plg klakar, ade 1 group boys dpan lif ade la 5-6 org..terintai2 diorg tgk aku n A..mengong. aku ke diorg?hahaha lantak lah. aku mls nk lyn sgt gangguan cmtu.

tahun ni jgk aku grad diploma!sweetttt!dlu kt dgun takot jeee kalo x grad..xde gmba pkai jubah lah,ape lah tp Allah Maha Kaya,lagi Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang...aku dapat n mampu menyarongkan jubah tu! lg sweet, dapat begamba dgn kwn2 yg grad skali aritu *aku lewat grad dr batch asal.. hahhaaha dgn nama AHMAD AZLIE B. ABD AZIZ bernombor 571, aku jd student diploma pertama utk batch Hotel Mgt. utk amek sijil tu! ahaks! kwn2 yg kenal smua jerit 'whoo Parissss!!' terngiang2 lg haa...hahaha w'pun hari last dan singkat, tp ase nye mcm plg lama dlm sejarah hidup. aku bertuah!
mase tu dah start degree klas so oke la smua mase tu..

percintaan berjalan elok je..elok ke?hahahaha

is that really happened??haha

wowww...best nye semalam..

dah la bangon awal..pastu terdetik kat hati kecik ni..'2010 is about to end..so, i have to, at least, attend one huge party as a compliment to that host!hahaha' and my day yesterday started sourly..and few days back, it was like a whole misery week for me..amagadd! so many things happened and me myself seems like cannot handle it at all..however, Alhamdulillah, Allah maha kaya...and adil to me..after all that dramas n soaps, things that i thought of will-it-really-happen-again was really happening!!arrrhhh

im so happy... ^^,

2010...

what a wonderful year i've ever experience in my life..joy,happiness,laughter,pain(mostly) n the great thing is, its all melt like chocolate..once u hold in your palm, it will just disappear when you lick it..haha..amazin'..i thank you Allah for every single thing that i'd passed through..without your permission i wouldn't be able to cope all after each one..

kawan kawan pun ramai..tp yg boleh kita nilai sendiri boleh kira..haha..naseb baek masih boleh kira..kalo takda langsung??kan??hehe..meeting new people is my favorite activity for now..which not so new peeps but ones that we rarely meet..i prefer to talk to an anonymous but we did know bout their life,n certain things..yet not all anonymous do well..haha

talk to them made me knew that i'm not all by myself in this world..they are peoples who gets more than i have(problems) n there are also who didn't get much as i did..again Alhamdulillah very much because i'm in the middle..

internally, i do not know what i really want..(lies)

i know what exactly what i want but its just not particularly arranged so i become confused!haha..all those things is to fulfill the loneliness that i have while recovering from the emotional torturing of the passed..or now that its happening.

why do i care much about peeps feelings?like they do care bout mine??uhh..i hate it totally..but to me its just the respect feelings that i have towards them..i hope they enjoy the show..reality's hurts though so i give them some entertainment to laugh at..yet there are certain parts that they don't really fun with..well, my story line are spontaneous, no brilliant dialogues at all(sometimes) but they just and can't reach it. i told you, we are different eh. hehe

the pain that i have, mingle around..trying to pursuing each other to win my emotional rank. heyy..c'mon..its hurt to put you guys on places..i'd rather let all of you randomly inside there..hahaha..less pain at the centerpiece!memory hurts me most..this one where love thingy is around..ahhh...pain to talk about but its my guilty pleasure because its the last one(as promised to myself)..yeah, i am trying my best to not to think about it anymore but i'm not a machine..so just like another history, it soon will be totally forgotten..i don't really like history so i would not recall any if anyone asked.sorry..haha

2010...

a journey that will also be forgotten soon as we all get busy with not so busy life..haha..yet, it must end up..wisely..without turning back to leave all the pain that caused me injuries internally, so 'au revoir' to all..i'll carry the sweetest ones with me..and those who are negative, i'll just forgive and forget on what you've done..i'm not perfect too but to be with another imperfects, that another disaster!hhahaha

so..til we meet again~

XOXO love

OMG!

all myfeelings are now spreading to nowhere....

berkecamuk...hohohohoho

yay...!

i did it....

i like to learn new things so tht i know i can make evrythg all by myself.

i should just give tries..

hee

so now all my beloved frens can read and we could share our blogs..i like!!!